Adjusting to Work, Life, Love:

It has been a while since I last blogged. Haven't been in a blogging mood...Alot has been happening...Finally started to adjust at work, with my new office, new Pc, and today I got everything I needed. Hope this year will be a better year work wise and in life in general. Things have been hectic and really a rollar coaster of events here and there. Love life has been rather dramatic and a sad story by itself, but trying to cope with everything as a mature young lady since my Birthday has come up:D that was a very eventful night , actually celebrated twice, one night before and the actual night of my Bday 22/1..
Hope and really wish for the best!
Keeping a positive mindset to avoid going crazy:p
Peace and Love!
will apload a new office pic later..
xoxo,
N

Life goes on...:

"If you really love me, I want you to always Smile and to love your life."
A quote from someone who touched my life in so many ways.
She looks out her window, wondering what changed? how did I come here? How did time move so fast? How did I grow up so fast? I still feel like a child inside...Life can be really tricky, the way you handle it is what makes you who you are today. I have a weak heart, I can be strong sometimes, REALLY strong. But, FEAR is what drives me to the edge. The fear of not knowing when? why that person? How will it be like? We dream of so many dreams, who hope for SO much, true, health is number one priority. Thank God for that. But then, we need that Happy ending. I admire those who do it by themselves, I really do. But I know its hard, I can tell. Because no body can live by themselves like that, its just too hard to handle. You would have to devote all of your life to something, a hobby, some kinda passion in order to surpass your circumstances. Aaaah, life. I sometimes wish I was never born to have felt all this pain and all this sadness, But then I think...When I die, I will have witnessed it all, hopefully. The good and the bad. Its just part of growing up and part of life in general. No matter what age group you belong to, you will pass through the rocky mountains of hardship, heartache, breakups. They will hurt like hell that you can't stop crying, and you sometimes can't even breathe. Believing in yourself is the first step, who are you? what's your purpose in life? If you can answer those two questions, then I can say you have reached a really valiable place in your life and I applaud you for that. Cuz, its a very tough question. I will stop here, think about it...
Love,
N:*

Tough Times

First of All, I miss writing sooo much whenever I say I wana go blog I fall asleep! Infact right now my eyes are shutting down! But i'll give you a quick recap of the last 2 weeks;s damn! Since I last blogged...
Its been a crazy month for sure! I'm done with my Induction, and Hamdila I have Passed:) Those studying days are over finally!
But, then came the sad tears of letting go of my new group of friends we had a good 2months together, even though sometimes you wanted to kill some:p
The hard part comes next...
Following your destiny and the rest of your career path...
I've been taken all the way to Sharq Branch, and to my "good fortune" they work Two Fuckin Shift! I come back home SO exhausted, and when I sleep, I dream about the Branch!!! Thats just how bad my life has gone!
I'm forced to stay there for a month! and nobody in the branch knows that, except for 1 girl I'm asked to sit with to learn about all the transactions. And OMG it gets soo Boring! and Really Smelly! cuz most clients are Indians, but Really Really! Theyre the sweetest people you can meet, and better than having Old Kuwaiti men or Women who give you a hard time, and a Headache!
ok Guys, i'll continue tomorow, cuz im soo sleepy and im seeing white clouds from exhaustion;s
Enjoy Your Weekend!:)
Love,
N:*