Happy Mother's Day:

Love you Mama:*
Decided to post some of my baby photos, mama you're the most amazing person in this world, we went though alot, yet we have all made it through...love you so much and love you daddy:*

A Thoughtless State:

When things get out of hand and you can't think, when you believe in someone too much and things don't happen, you get tired and things get disorderly. Its fun but its dangerous. You're wise but your really not thinking. You're thinking but don't really wanna think. It's harmless but can hurt you. Its a desire that can't stop you. The love game is yet so dangerous, you won't be able to stop it even if you plead, it will just happen and then you'll bleed. Hope that day won't come when things just crawl, into your head, into your veins, into your heart and befall. It can be hard but your the judge, the peacemaker who won't nudge.

love,
~N

Sweet Memories:

Love,
N;*

Holiday Love:

This week/Holiday was soo much fun! I spent first day of eid with family went to grandmas for lunch had ghozi was SO DELICIOUS! and many many other dishes and desserts:* YUM! then i went back home watched the last episode of Um el Banat, was glad for the happy ending:D spent the rest of the day at home sleeping, eating, watching movies..
Second day, went to the shalaih with my freinds and spent 3 nights there doing everything from swimming, tanning, eating, playin, relaxing, chilling and drawing:)
Thursday&Friday nights were spend bel deera with a freind chillin', driving around in this beautiful weather:* and gettin some bites for dinner:)
Overall this holiday was the most fun i had in a very longtime:) Plus, this energy, positivity and Hyper mood im in is helping ALOT!
I hope it stays for the rest of next week, since work is always boring, and stressful.
Oh well! Cheers everybody, hope you all had a lovely Holiday and are ready for the upcoming work week!:*
P.S Hope you liked my drawings, gonna post more soon:D
xoxo,
N

Words from the heart:

This girl I know had a dream...
Unfortunately her dreams are all falling down hill, wishing to change many things in the past, just to make things better. But you know what they say, life is all about experiences, and those bad experiences are what makes people grow up and become stronger. This girl indeed did become much more stronger, self reliable, enduring life's utmost difficulties with courage. Of course there are those days, the days where she cries silently into her pillow, and falling asleep to yet a new brighter day. But still, those memories keep haunting her from time to time, but you know what she does? she imagines herself shes in this beautiful, celestial world with many friends who love her and care for her. And a family that supports her in every step she takes. All of this, my friends, is a blessing from God, love helps everyone go on with their lives and make them able to conquer all obstacles.
Heart breaks are the worst part in her life, meeting new people, then finding out who they really are, bastards! those people, who take advantage of those with delicate hearts.
Maybe finding that perfect someone doesn't happen to everybody, all those fairy tales are just in movies and books they don't happen for real. In this real world we live in we can't trust no body even those we are told are "Amazing" people, but in relationships they suck, they do what everybody else does, hurt those who love them mostly.
This girl is just going through this phase, but this phase will end oneday, and that perfect person will show up eventually, won't he?

No! Life Isn't Fair:

Yesterday night I decided to go to the avenues with my freind and her baby, to return some stuff I bought..While we were walking to the shop, I usually don't really notice the people around I just see a bunch of heads when its really crowded..when all of a sudden this familiar face approaches me: Friend: "Hi, N, how are you?? its been a longtime! Me:" Oh hey! I'm good, how are things with you? How's work? Friend: "Wala el hamdila, nushkur Allah, I resigned 2 months ago" (She's Egyptian btw), Me: "Oh, God you too?!", Friend: "Yes, what to do my dear", Me: "Well, I wish you all the best, and glad to run into you", Friend: "Yes, me too, bye!", Me: "Bye!"..
Well, we went along to our shop we got what we wanted, shopped some more... (lazem girls:p) On our way back and right infront of Debenhams, there she was my freind, selling perfume to people!;/
You see, I used to work in a Bank, and she used to work with me at the same Department, but after seeing her spraying perfume to strangers, which was her new job/maybe part-time job I swear I felt like crying.."3aini dama3at". I was already having a bad day, and thought by going out my mood will somehow get better, but unfortunately it got worse;/
You see people, life is not fair to anyone of us, we try our best to fix things and to do the best out what we have..Try to be positive, and we are blessed to have our health and our family and freinds around us. When you think life is screwing up with you, say Hamdilah, cuz there are those people with really much more worse problems.
So try to enjoy life, and don't let those little things ruin your day..
Enjoy the rest of the weekend folks!
xoxo, N

To all ya Ladies Out There!:

Tips on:
How To Attract Men To Love ya and To have a Better Relationship:

If you've met a man, and you're unsure about
where things are going, then there's really only
one thing to keep in mind if you like this guy:
ATTRACTION!
What's Attraction??
-Attraction is that magic emotion that we feel
when someone enters our heart and mind in a way
we can't really explain with words...
We all agree ladies? Yes? Good.
Now,
Attraction from a man's perspective is
something that reaches deep inside him and stirs
up emotions he doesn't understand and didn't know
he could feel.
And when he FEELS ATTRACTION for a woman,
he no longer uses his "logical" mind to decide
what he wants when it comes to love and
relationships. But, Attraction takes over and causes him to start
acting and making decisions with his HEART
instead of his MIND.

Starting to get a better sense of what
attraction really is?
Good.

Now, the Real question Ladies...how do you CREATE ATTRACTION inside a
man so that he starts to use less of his MIND
and more of his HEART with you?
Good question.

-The first key to ATTRACTION is to have an
element of UNPREDICTABILITY to you and the time
you spend with a man.
-See... most men, especially older ones, have
seen and done a lot of things with women.
And unfortunately, as a result, lots of these
men have started to assume that most women are the
same when it comes to love and relationships.
When you show up and a man can't fit you
neatly into his categories of women he knows and
does or doesn't like... you very quickly have a
man's ATTENTION.

-But, getting a man's attention is just the first
step.
-The second step is to turn his attention into
INTEREST.
-To do this, most women who men
feel comfortable with and see as "relationship
material" and fall for are women who have a
certain attitude in common.

-This Attitude is: "Playful & Independent."
In short, without this a man won't feel that
being in a relationship with you would simply
be and stay FUN.

And men, being the simple creatures they are,
have to believe that the things they commit to more
of in the future will be FUN for them. And by "Fun",
I mean, is to be yourself, Love yourself! show him what
your hobbies are, show him how much you love your freinds
and family, and ingeneral your Life! Have that Positive Attitude!

-Once you are living the life you want that is
also the kind of fun and exciting life that a man
would be drawn to and want to be a part of, then
a few things will happen:

1) You will start becoming more "Playful &
Independent" without even thinking about it.

2) You will stop doing the things you used to do
that turned men off to the idea of a relationship
with you.

3) You will make a great man feel that intense
gut-level ATTRACTION for you because you will
be doing UNPREDICTABLE things that make you stand
out as different from any other woman he's met.

Ladies once you take care of whats inside, the outside will take care of itself!

Clear out the mental and emotional blocks
that have kept you in bad relationships, and get
back in touch with that loving, open and
irresistible woman inside you who the right man
will naturally be drawn to...

GoodLuck! and God bless!;)
xoxo-N
P.S I feel like a Love Dr right now!:p

M this post is for Us...

Vin Diesel, I love you.

I love him!

I love him more!

I truly and utterly Love him!