"If you really love me, I want you to always Smile and to love your life."
A quote from someone who touched my life in so many ways.
She looks out her window, wondering what changed? how did I come here? How did time move so fast? How did I grow up so fast? I still feel like a child inside...Life can be really tricky, the way you handle it is what makes you who you are today. I have a weak heart, I can be strong sometimes, REALLY strong. But, FEAR is what drives me to the edge. The fear of not knowing when? why that person? How will it be like? We dream of so many dreams, who hope for SO much, true, health is number one priority. Thank God for that. But then, we need that Happy ending. I admire those who do it by themselves, I really do. But I know its hard, I can tell. Because no body can live by themselves like that, its just too hard to handle. You would have to devote all of your life to something, a hobby, some kinda passion in order to surpass your circumstances. Aaaah, life. I sometimes wish I was never born to have felt all this pain and all this sadness, But then I think...When I die, I will have witnessed it all, hopefully. The good and the bad. Its just part of growing up and part of life in general. No matter what age group you belong to, you will pass through the rocky mountains of hardship, heartache, breakups. They will hurt like hell that you can't stop crying, and you sometimes can't even breathe. Believing in yourself is the first step, who are you? what's your purpose in life? If you can answer those two questions, then I can say you have reached a really valiable place in your life and I applaud you for that. Cuz, its a very tough question. I will stop here, think about it...
Love,
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